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Intimidated

Journal Entry: Fri May 9, 2008, 12:52 AM
I seriously feel intimidated by all the good art out there. I think that I've stalled in my development, and have no inspiration to move onwards.

I go through DeviantArt daily, looking at my favorite artists works. I know that at least 5 or six new pieces are put up every day, and they're all wonderful in their own particular ways.
They're wonderful, and mine are... well, not.

This hasn't happened before. I've always been confident that even though my art wasn't awesome at the time, I knew that I would be getting better with every piece I worked on. Now, I find it hard just to pick up a pen, fearful that all I'll do are some half assed pieces. I'm AFRAID to draw. For fear that I won't be able to put anything good there. Anything fresh there. I'm just spinning my wheels, drawing the same old stuff.

Am I alone in this? Is there a way to get out of this rut? Have I hit the wall, the one hwere I can't go forward anymore?

Am I too old now... I feel old. I feel like I'm stuck and can't get out.

  • Mood: Worried

Devious Information

  • Current Age: 27
  • Current Residence: San Diego, CA
  • Interests: drawing (duh!), reading fantasy novels, watching good movies, learning stuff, renaissance faires,
  • Favourite movie: Last Samurai, Nausicca of the Valley of the Wind, Princess Bride, Horrold and Maude
  • Favourite band or musician: Muse, Mindless Self Indulgence, Dr. Steel, VnV Nation, Nightwish
  • Favourite genre of music: None really...
  • Favourite artist: me! and James C. Christiansen, Mucha, Paul Kidby, Brom
  • Favourite poet or writer: Terry Pratchett, hands down
  • Favourite photographer: Mattchu!
  • Favourite style of art: none really, but I do like Art Nouveau and some good anime styles
  • Operating System: WinXP Pro
  • MP3 player of choice: Winamp or my Chocolate :)
  • Shell of choice: Conch shell
  • Skin of choice: my own
  • Favourite game: tetris
  • Favourite cartoon character: Freakazoid
  • Personal Quote: "whut?"
  • Tools of the Trade: mechanical pencil, my aptek 8x11 tablet and OC4

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Devious Comments

*Sharsarannon:iconSharsarannon: 3 days 15 hours ago
It's me, from the game! Awesome stuff. I'd love it if you wanted to use some of my lineart for your coloring practice. Just pick a piece and drop me a note!

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He looked her dead in the eye and stated, " Madam- I have."
*Kurokami-Kanzashi:iconKurokami-Kanzashi: May 26, 2008, 1:27:14 PM Mood: Love
Thanks for the dev-watch!
~Andicous:iconAndicous: May 23, 2008, 11:59:50 AM Mood: Flirty
thank u VERY much for the "shaman" fav <3

^^

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=Guirnou:iconGuirnou: Apr 2, 2008, 5:27:46 PM
I just wanted to thank you for the fav ! Its kindly appreciated :hug:
*Scoop51:iconScoop51: Mar 7, 2008, 11:24:26 AM
Thank you very much for the :+fav: on Ssusan's Spring. I appreciate it! :blowkiss:

:peace:

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~PropMedic:iconPropMedic: Feb 29, 2008, 2:22:28 AM
Thanks for the fav and, holy crap, Richard! For pony!
~Andicous:iconAndicous: Feb 28, 2008, 2:39:57 PM
thnx for the fav ^^ <3

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Still I am hated. Still I am hunted. Now my blind eyes can see what others cannot.
~lhinelle:iconlhinelle: Feb 26, 2008, 7:48:36 PM
thanks for the fave! ^-^

HO MAH GAWD it's Richard! Sweet costume! :XD:
~KarenElizabeth:iconKarenElizabeth: Feb 11, 2008, 8:49:15 PM
Thank you for the +fav :)
~XDeVin3xxDams3lX:iconXDeVin3xxDams3lX: Feb 8, 2008, 6:10:00 PM
Thank you for the fav on my troll manip =]
*IrukaTheSlayer:iconIrukaTheSlayer: Feb 8, 2008, 3:28:04 PM
thanks for the +fav!
~ChOiCeS:iconChOiCeS: Jan 23, 2008, 9:56:48 PM
Death also speaks in SMALL CAPS.

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:cake: Hey, you see that cake there? Yeah. It's a lie.
*ValentinaCrespo:iconValentinaCrespo: Dec 5, 2007, 7:42:32 AM
:salute: :moo:

:holly: Happy Holidays :holly:

Thanks for the fave! :highfive:

:snowing:

:boing:

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Kawaii stuff! ;P
~PaintedShade:iconPaintedShade: Nov 29, 2007, 10:45:07 PM
Thankies muchly for the :+fav:!

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~designslave:icondesignslave: Nov 25, 2007, 8:07:17 AM
Thank you for adding me :glomp:
~OutlawxVega:iconOutlawxVega: Nov 25, 2007, 12:16:06 AM
thanks for your favorite on my dessert sushi

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*cwalton73:iconcwalton73: Nov 19, 2007, 1:22:01 AM
Thanks for the fav and good luck with the Art Institute!
~aimeekitty:iconaimeekitty: Nov 13, 2007, 10:02:28 PM
thanks so much for the fave! :)
~LadyMascara:iconLadyMascara: Oct 28, 2007, 10:52:41 AM
thanks for the :+fav:! :hug:

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visit my online store of kawaii goods here!
*o0neondragon0o:icono0neondragon0o: Oct 27, 2007, 1:47:46 AM Mood: Joy
Thanks for faving my Pyramid Head Pony [link] just checking out here now :gallery:

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~LockpickDsay:iconLockpickDsay: Oct 26, 2007, 1:56:27 PM
Thanks for the fave!
*paperfetish:iconpaperfetish: Oct 9, 2007, 3:30:06 PM
Thanks for the watch.
~xgrrl118:iconxgrrl118: Oct 6, 2007, 6:41:40 PM
Much thanks for the fave!

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"I do not like to say I have given my life to art. But I prefer to say art has given me my life."